CCXVII - moments

When i think of you which happens sometimes in a beautiful moment of serenity and often my music is playing i think of you next to me and I'm breathing in slowly and then I'm breathing out slowly and you're there in some form with me and I'm cherishing the moment being there with you and my eyes are open but I'm not looking at anything except you and i in my mind and kinda it seems then my eyes are really closed but inside my eyes are open as well and i know that it could be the case that you're there but it isn't the case and me being all of me at this exact moment being who i am i don't know if I'm enough and all there but i trust in the monent that I'm all there and it's somehow enough of me now and i trust in that me and i see clearly everything as it was as it should be and as it is as it should be even as it is as it always is well you know they say hope springs eternal but to me it always seems to turn back and i hope in so many words i hope it's you even as it is though it isn't really but that's ok because i like to think about you this way you and me here me and you here somehow just being here and that's it that's the moment.