i have some questions that should be addressed. i hate to sound objective for something like this, and i'm not even sure it's the better approach. but just so i know i'm keeping myself honest. notwithstanding, the questions.
firstly, why do i want to get attached?
secondly, how does the answer to the first question square away with my life purpose, vision and mission?
thirdly, do i know which one i really want?
fourthly, is God gonna say no?
fifthly, what future do i see for myself and my attachee?
sixthly, am i ready to be attached?
seventhly, what's the hurry?
eightly, am i gonna be emo about it?
ninthly, given my track record, what makes me think i'm gonna succeed now?
tenthly, what'm i gonna do for her by being her attachor?
they say that sometimes asking a good question is better than giving a good answer. but that's also because a good question is hardly ever easy to answer off the top of your head.
i think i need to know the answers to these questions. i can roughly figure out most of it, and i suppose some need to be answered by trying, i.e. some answers are inchoate. but i believe that for the better questions, the answers aren't in my hands.
can i do this without really thinking long and hard about it? can i do this without being as well-prepared for it as i can be physically, mentally and spiritually? can i do this with what i have now? can i be better than this?
eleventhly, do i know what getting rejected again will be like?
God! who really asks these questions?
