song of the week: elisa, wild horses.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tWJyk40Y2Zw
she sings it absolutely gorgeously in my book.
i was on the bus today, and as it goes, when i'm on the bus i do a lot of thinking. and it often seems like i enjoy the thinking i get done on the bus. today was another such time.
it made me happy to be talking to this girl today.
but maybe that's all there is to it. i don't mind if it is, because it really makes me happy. i ask God, why is it that everything else i want just falls into my life so easily, except for this one little thing, that bugs me so often and so badly. everything else. i'm grateful for it, and you know i am. and the years i've had waiting, and nothing. only girls that won't be mine.
what could be better than to do what i want? i thought that one day i would meet God and i would look at him for a long, long time and i would see him seeing all of me, and i would say, all those years... and he would say, and now you see why. and i would nod and sigh contentedly, or maybe i'd kneel down. and he would say, all that time, i was only waiting for you to give up what you wanted and all the worries and troubles and angst that came with it, and learn to yearn for me and what i wanted, and you would be my child.
and i said, okay, i'll do it.
delirious?, follow.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gDpOjqCGj74
