song of the week: john butler, ocean
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LsnFvEQYJPU
one.
my good friend's birthday would have been last saturday. it's a... it's a sadness that just remains unbearable. if i ever could get a word to him, i just wanted to know if my friendship meant something to you, if being a friend to you made your life a little more or less something. i love you, man.
two.
at the grand old age of twenty four and a little, for the first time in my life, i know that even if what i wish for doesn't come around... well it could go well or it could go badly, the worst would be that i'd be back where i started. which, really, wouldn't be that bad. it's not, say, gatsby. poor gatsby! i don't think he of all men should have suffered disillusionment.
i doubt falling in love is worth so many trifles. really, this is the last time for trifles. when this is over, no more trifles for me.
