the 4th of May 2013. it feels like a year ago. i don't know if you'll find this hard to believe, but that was one of the roughest days of my life (the next few nights, weeks, months were no ball either). i remember everything. the monstrosity of the sheer chance of seeing you there! saturday night; and i remember you wore a black dress! oh, the horror! all i wanted was to flee. and the year that followed, and the anguish. i knew that i could never do that to anybody. i could never take someone's love away.
that was my destiny. i say it all the time. i believe it, even though it would have been easier to hate it. it was my destiny to be lost on you.
i will always love you. ciao.
