Saturday, July 14, 2012

CXIII - life ennui

the banality of life is getting to me.

you ever feel that way? like tired, but in a deep way, as in tired of living?

when was being myself, being a good man, ever so tiring?

i'm so tired. not to whine, but to state.

most people are not... are not bad people, but they are so, so tiring. god have mercy.

maybe i mean to say disappointing when i say tiring. but i feel tired more than disappointed, and that is not to say i do not feel disappointed.

what the hell ever, right?